Done

 Fuck this shit. I am done.

Mortality

A death so close makes me realize how close death really is. Will I be missed? What will happen to me? Do I?  Do I not? Do I? I will die as I have lived. I'm silence.

No respect

No respect for my time. No respect for my effort. No respect for me. Why do I even bother.

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times

Even in the best times, it is the worst times. I'd rather listen to my tendinitis than listen to my life.

Me

I'll take all this crap.

I'll take all the jokes.

I'll take all the memes

so that I can be an inspiration to the one who needs me to be.

That's the whole reason why I'm doing this.

-Manti Te'o

I'm dead inside

Oh how it sucks to be a man. You must be strong they say. Show no feelings because you will be weak.  

Be sad? Weak. Be angry? Weak. Be happy? Amazingly weak. Weak weak weak.

Be a man provide for your family! So I do. Work hard! So I do. Be a role model. So I try to do. 

Life is tough, it is not fair, it will test you, and honestly... It will make you doubt if it is even worth it. But I do.

I'm all right...